You make mistakes
and then think twice
before you turn and roll the dice

Once more you risk
your life with chance
not thinking with your head, but pants

So many times before you've tried,
but from yourself you cannot hide
the pain you feel wounds you inside.

You pray to take this fear away
but God is nothing but a dream;
a faceless nothing to hear your scream

You pound with heavy hands on walls,
crying for the drugs you need;
the love on which your heart can feed.